~~welcome to my life

Slaves, bow to me as I’m the great who speaks the truth…just ignore me. Yesterday I went to Batu Caves to challenge my body. I climbed the stairs a couple of times which I had my legs pain now. It’s fresh start since I never get a chance to do so and it’s a good exercise. Furthermore, I found out that the 264 steps is made of 16 steps a level. So it’s kind of interesting when you started to notice things which you never ever think about it. So try to notice some tiny little things around you, maybe you will find something interesting.

Later on the same day which I started to feel my legs pain, I watched movie with my friends, Forbidden Kingdom. To tell you the truth, it’s kind of gay the whole movie. It’s kind of short where I think the story can be longer and an unpredictable ending. Because I have predicted the most of the story. Can’t help since I watched so many films and series. That’s why I would give a 3 starts out of 5 starts (maximum) for this movie. (1 and a half starts will be the fighting part, 1 start will be the girls and the other half will be the story)

Do you guys know about the time stopping for 4 minutes in Sunway Pyramid? We were there and we took a part in it. It’s something like everyone in a certain area where everyone gathered there and freezes for 4 minutes. It was fun since I like to take part in this kind of events. Anyway, these were the things I did yesterday, so I’m not writing anymore and thanks for wasting your precious times and read this shit. Hey, you haven’t bow to me…

21th April 2008, 11.09am

After working 4 days in a week, I felt that my body has out of my control. My mind and my body, had never felt this way before, even my internship in Penang doesn’t had this impact on me. I think I need more physically training and mentally as well.

These are my point of views while I was working in KDU. First of all, needless to say the things are not pretty well. Due to our freshnesses in taking over a big business in cafeteria is not an easy task. Everything is not in order. No systems, confusednesses, no teamwork. I found out there’s only 2 types of people; people who doesn’t have the heart to work and people who has the heart to work, that’s all. If everyone has hearts to make things right, there will be not so many problems. At least lesser. Secondly, the lecturers. They are just a bunch of talk-cockers. Only talk they will, but in practical, they know shit. Pressure is the only thing they put on us. I thought lecturers are here to help us to reduce our pressure, instead of giving more. But after this incident, I have know that things are not like of what I had thought. So in the end, all I can say is I have little faith in this whole "thing". For those who are understand what I’m saying here, please just keep it quite since I’m not giving out any solutions, I’m just letting my other friends to know what’s going on. Oh, one more thing. I want to thank my leader who lead us. Although is not really on the track yet, but she did a fantastic work out there. All she needs is a little more time and I can tell she will make it better. If you are reading this, I will support you with what I can and once more I thank you.

By the way, do you guys ever heard of Sri KDU school? Those are super high fees school. It’s like hundred times better than KDU collage. Today, I got the chance to get in there and I was surprise how modern it was. Well, I have no idea how enjoy kids now a days. A bit envy actually but I’m satisfied of what I have now. Be more grateful. Okay, it’s going to rain and I’m not going to blog anymore. And one last thing, don’t look at the mirror now, you will be seeing a another person looking at you…

Just got back from "working". I have been working for my collage for free since 4 weeks ago and I’m still can’t get used to the tiredness. It’s more work and more responsibility then when I worked in hotel. Anyway, I’m treating this as a good training for myself so don’t worry I’m still okay, I suppose. Damn shitty. Nothing much happened besides working in my collage for so many hours and it’s shitty. Can’t complain much since no one forced me to take this field, this is so pathetic and shitty as well.

Oh, I forgot to introduce Crisis Core to you guys. The name is Final Fantasy 7 Crisis Core. It’s all about Zack. A person’s name that mentioned by Cloud a few times and he was Cloud’s best friend and mentor. I like the whole story from the very beginning until the end. It’s a sad ending thou just like Final Fantasy 7. Anyway, I gave this game a thumb up and it’s nice to give it a try. By the way, the console for this game is PSP and I know this game came out ages ago but still, I want to let all the FF fans to know how do I felt about this game. A thumb up for this game, again I would say.

On the other hand, I have some great series to intro as well. Prison break. It’s the best U.S series so far I watched and I’m watching season 3 of it. For those who hasn’t watch it, I think you are missing something great. Another thumb up for it. The whole story never get bored and it’s always getting better and better as the story goes. Plenty of surprises to make you jump out of your chair. The story is so real that we have never thought about it. Everyone is about themself, looking their back themself. Once more time, you should watch it. For your information, I have the DVDs for it. Don’t shy to ask me. ^^

Well, I wrote a lot tonight. Not bad at all. No shit today. Alright, thanks again for dropping by to take a look at these and have a good night.

16th April 2008–8.19pm

Just another boring day. Nothing much happened today and that’s why I’m calling it a boring day. Feeling like writing some shit here. My life is so shitty. Everything seems so shitty. I don’t know what else can I do beside sitting in front of the computer and start complaining these and that. Is everyone’s life similar with me? THAT SHITTY? Well, I know I will changed once I’m started working in some shit restaurant. My own shitty experience. Please forgive me, I’ve started using the word shitty so often until it became a part of my life now. Anyways, just dropping by and drop some shit here. SO smelly…

Hi everyone, I’m back in action. Do anyone of you missed me while I’m M.I.A? Well, I have been very busy with my final semester. Working from morning 7 until evening 7 everyday. Quite a tough job there. Although is tough but I tried to enjoy it since it will last until August, so it’s going to be a long slow death if I’m not going to enjoy it. Please be understand, I’m not unhappy with all these, just that I wanna split it out to let everyone know how busy person I am.

Today, my friend went to New Zealand. Well, I’m not really that missing him now thou, but I can tell I’m going to miss him a lot since I always get to bully him. Furthermore, I realized my circle of friends is getting smaller and smaller. Everyone of them is leaving me. Everyone has their own life, some of them working, some of them went for further study in another country. It’s been a harsh time for me to get used to it. Well, what can I do? All I can say is I will missed the times that we spent together in the pass.

Anyways, I started to have gatherings with my primary school’s friends. I’m surprised when I saw everyone. Some became prettier, some became handsome. I’m glad they found me. It’s nice to see old friends.

Lastly, my life still the same. Single and not wanted perhaps. I think I gained some weight since my training in Penang, thanks to the foods there. I’m going to get some diet so that I looked handsome again. Yeah, that’s what I’m going to do. Overall, I’m still alive so that I still can blog shits, a ton of shits here. So I don’t really care whether you are looking at these shits or not cause I’m going to write plenty of shits here in the future. Oh by the way, someone is standing right beside you now.

Bonjour, although it’s not morning now, just want to say hi in a slightly different way. Anyway, don’t really have anything to blog, so I will just blog shit here. Hopefully you guys will love this shit.

It doesn’t really matter whether you believe in ghost or not, cause like I said doesn’t matter. It’s hard to believe something that you can’t see while someone else can see them. It’s up to you after all. This is all I heard about and don’t really sure about it. A ghost’s appearance is depends on how they died. Furthermore, even some of the them don’t know they are died. Which means they will just live on until…don’t know. Do you know that some ghosts are good and bad as well? Just make it this way, when you are a good person while you alive, that makes you a good ghost, I think. On the other hand, bad guys will become evil ghosts which try to take someone’s life in order to reborn. Maybe just a fairy tale which I heard when I was small. Anyway, do you know that usually when people’s life is going to end, they can see things such as their long-gone-relatives and things that you did in the past. I mean like, if you killed any living thing in the past, you will feel the their presence the day you die. I would say it’s vengeance. And one last thing, this is a true story which I heard from my mom where her co-worker died in an accident. Everything seems normal until his wife told my mom something…she said before the day he died, he was riding his motorbike around the village and talk to everyone, hug everyone as if he’s going somewhere far and never return. On the same time, he brought along his daughters and sons on the bike and ride around the village. All were in their young age. He even brought his youngest daughter sweets. As if he knows he’s going to die on that day. It’s kind of dramatic, it’s like something that been cut out from the drama. Anyway, I think it would be nice if this story been told to everyone cause I love it, that’s all.

Well, it’s time to stop blogging eh, okay take care and thanks again to read my blog. Lastly, love someone is to love themself, not to change them in a way which you like.

Hello everyone, it’s a fine day today isn’t it? Anyway, I just blog for fun since I’ve nothing to do now. This morning as usual, I had a practical class which starts at 8 morning *yawning*. And later on, there’s another practical class as well. SO, basically I’m blogging for killing my time now ( 50 minutes more ).

Yesterday was the hottest day of my life, I guess so. Anyway, yesterday was ghost festival, just want to let you know in case you have forgotten. Last night damn weird, when day, I almost die because of the heat. But when it reaches night, the bloody strong wind keeps on blowing non-stop. I hardly lighten up the candles and the Chinese praying sticks( don’t really know what’s the name of it ). Surprisingly when my mom said something, the wind starts blowing lesser and lesser. All my mom said were, " Please don’t let us having hard time to do, we are trying to do something for you all. " All of sudden, the wind stopped blowing. Well, I felt kind of creepy back there and unbelievable. But still, I hate horror movies. ( They are stupid and boring kind of movies )

The boredom is killing me. The days without going CC, is damn boring. The only entertainment is mamak stall. Usually guys only got three things to do in their life, which is CC, clubbing and chase girls. I can’t imagine if a guy doesn’t do any of these things, what else can they do? Sit at home play online games everyday? MSN everyday? It’s so lifeless. I feeling like getting a job to do, only on Saturday and Sunday. Now it’s just the feeling, not really going to do so. Instead of sitting at home, why not getting a part-time job to do? Well, still planing. Any good suggestion? Please don’t tell me to find a job in Chow Kit Road.

Well, it’s time to end my blog and once again thanks for dropping by and read my blog, take care and farewell my friends.

I’m lucky to be alive and blog here. Yesterday, I had an accident. Luckily I’m not hurt but I spent all my money to repair my car. I’m not planning to tell my parents about it because I know they will give me back the money. I will take this as my experience, an expensive one. Just to let you guys know about this is to tell you guys try not to call me go out too often since I’m officially broke. Now I realized that how fast money can finished in just one day, kind of surprised. Anyway, there’s a saying precaution is better than cure. What happened is happened, now all I can do is to make sure there will be no next time. Nevertheless I’m pretty sure of this cause all of the costs were paid with my own saving. Now I know I’m not matured enough…

Well, besides all the bad news, I had this dream few days ago. Is about I’m inside some weird shopping complex, on the same time I’m with someone I don’t know which his/her face was blur, I mean always happened to our dream where the people you met in dream always kind of blur and the places as well. The place where I managed to remember clearly was, my friend ( I mean the person I don’t really know ) and I went in the lift. The weird thing is the lift was so "unsafe" because the lift was one side higher than the other. So you were like standing diagonally inside the lift. At the same time when the lift goes up, you can hear all sorts of weird cracking sounds as if any minute the string is going to snap into half. So, you can imagine how scary I was inside the lift. Well, in the end, I didn’t die in my dream and I’m alive. Guess you won’t die inside the dream any how right?

Well, is time to say thank you for spending your precious time to read my boring blog and take care. This time I won’t say that anymore but still, I think something is standing behind you.

–={The Secret}=–

It’s sure long since my last bloged. I hope everyone still healthy enough to read my boring blog and walk around…I think. Anyway, just want to update my life and let you guys know what happened to me recently since I came back from Penang.

I was wrong for the whole Penang thing, I must admit. I found out it was fun actually during my stay in Penang and I kind of missing that place you know. Well, there’s a saying look forward and don’t look back. Guess I have to put that piece of memory deep inside my heart ya. I was happy. Everyone seems happy to see me again and they welcomed me back. Well, never thought I was that popular ^^. Over a week, I actually not that enjoyed. I mean the things weren’t going as plan. I just don’t know why, I just have that feeling. I’m not that happy anymore. When I was in Penang, I thought a lot. In fact, I think too much. Don’t know why, maybe now is the time to think. Or maybe I’m the one who’s late of this. Well, I should  stop blogging this now or else everyone will kill me tomorrow. Hehehe sorry about all this things, I just want to blog my feelings out here ya. So, don’t worry about me, I’m still the same old me.

I realized a lot, the important ones and the not-so-important ones. Don’t get it? Never mind even I don’t get my self some of  the times. I became very sensitive person during my stay in Penang. I mean like what people says to me, sometimes I will get the wrong idea of what are they saying. Maybe I became what people says "small gas" I guess. On the other hand, I became a person who appreciates friendship more. It’s a good thing right? Sometimes people tells me that they don’t need friends, I will say bullshit. Seriously, who can lives alone, all by themselves. No right? I mean like friends are very important people that around you everyday. Some of them are good, some of them are not. It’s up to you what kind of people you want to friend with. For me, I wish to become a person that people will not regretting for making friend with me. I admit, last time I didn’t really spend a lot of times with my friends and sometimes I ignored them. I felt bad now, hopefully everything is still not too late. ( Out of the sudden, I blogged something childish )

Enough about me, guess someone is not reading my blog anymore. When you go somewhere far for long time and you come back to the place where you live, it’s kind of fun actually, I mean the feeling. This is the right time for you to grow up. I mean mentally cause I don’t know everyone else but like I said, you will think a lot. For me, I actually planing that to stop gaming and focus on study. But wasn’t sure will it works. Anyway, it’s good to have a plan in your life, I know I’m kind of late doing these things but you need to understand, never too late. As long you have the heart to change, you can, trust me. Whoa, suddenly I started to blog grandpa’s stories. Last time, I used to go out every night, but not now. I only go out at weekend. Well, out of nowhere I have extra free times now. Okay it’s going to end soon, I just want to say that last time, I wasn’t really a good friend for some of you, I wasted a lot of times and moneys. I promised, I will changed for my own sake and my parent’s sake if cause and that’s it, I’m out of words now.

Well, like I said, that’s it. I know this is a boring blog, but please…only this time, don’t be angry^^  anyway guys and girls, take care and thanks for spending your precious time for reading my blog. Oh, one last thing, don’t look at your back now, because something is standing behind you now.

It’s so tiring being a good person. I never expect good in return or something else. The reason I’m still doing this like an idiot because I’m the person who believes in friendship and I always appreciate it. I totally have no idea why humans are so mean. I mean like why do they have to hurt a person who’s so kind to help another person without second thought. I’m so tired of doing what I’m doing now. Seriously I’m so tired… please someone do something before my hollow side takes over me… P\S: haha too moody have to find some joke to make you happier, by the way this is from Bleach.

I had this weird dream about I cross-dressed. Do I spelled it right? Anyway, I dream that for some reason I was wearing girl’s clothes. And the wrong thing was when I look to the mirror, I saw my body was slim and nice…not like now. Anyway, I was shocked when I see that. So, I tried to walk around with my super short skirt and sexy blouses to attract some horny guy. Well, I walked, walked and walked until I walked out my dream. So, any idea why do I had this dream? Shit I’m not gay man anyway once again please do something because the hollow is taking my soul out.

—-=BLEACH=—-|sakura biyori|